Monochrome Rainbow

She's there but not quite alive
Putting colors to her face, but her heart is monochrome deep inside
Framing her eyelids white, but her eyes are hollow and lack of light

Whispering to herself, "it's okay to fall apart"

But her fate is going downhill and she's running out of reasons to hold on
The world is spinning still, leaving her soul broken.

Some said she fakes her smile 

while truthfully, her being alive is all a lie
Because when the night falls and she lays on her side,
The façade is over and she's dragged back to the havoc in her spine

Where black lights and white noises reside.
Wrists to her cheeks,
Palms covering ears
Eyes half-lidded, but there's no rainbow on both sides of her eyes

Had her hair done and head crowned

While tongue meeting cheeks, reciting voices they programmed to her mind

Suffocated as she feels, lungs are still working normally

She may look like one, but she's not the queen as they believe

She is the kingdom that lost its king

Without heirs, guards, and the land is shaking

The castle is burning but the gates are raising

Pulses echo in the room where she gazed at the ceiling

Where artificial stars are dimming.

Blood rushes to the emptiness that filled her body

She's sinking to the silence that sings her lullaby