Fear That Keeps Her Awake at Night

Part 1

“I’m not blaming you. I’m not even blaming those who went away... 

I’m blaming my incapability to accept the fact that someday, someone will finish their part in my story and just stopped being one of the supporting role,

That they will cut themselves, and let the hole they left be filled by someone new.

I can’t accept the fact that someday, someone will just wake up and decide that I am not good enough to be a supporting role in their story, so they just stopped writing my name in their book. 

I can’t have that. 

I love them. 

We used to be so important to each other. 

I don't even want to wonder why are they cutting me.”